Here, the deer are bored. They stare at you as if
you were intruders in this dreamscape of your making.
A replica of wildness stocked with twitching rabbits,
antic squirrels. A mirror of a woodland engineered
for the weary, the urban stressed, an artificial sanctuary
passing as you peddle this aluminum commuter, “dream on”
blasting from the back pocket of your speakers. A primal
screaming, these energies that echo the waste of your existence.
Once you dreamed the world was rich with rivers, creeks,
these falls, not stinking remnants, once you dreamed this land
was green as firs that stand the border of this now abrupted forest.
Now what do you believe? In memory of this planet like
mirage, the contrails of a song. You doubt that you’ll fail better,
cycling in uncertainties, exaggerated needs …dreaming …
of still dreaming. All things come back to you, the lyrics spin.
CYCLING IN TIME BEING
Kathleen Hellen is an award-winning poet with three book-length collections, including Meet Me at the Bottom, The Only Country Was the Color of My Skin, and Umberto’s Night, and two chapbooks, The Girl Who Loved Mothra and Pentimento. She lives in Baltimore.